Reblog

bonjourrrrrrr

i used to write updates on my life last summer when i first got this! but i had a busy stressful year and just started queuing pictures of how i felt at the time. so here’s a little update.

i don’t remember what i last left off with so here is a brief overview.

I had a rough fall semester but it led to me seeking help and guidance. I now have a therapist and a psychiatrist and i go to group therapy for social anxiety. 

my spring semester was a lot better. My grades improved, and my depression and anxiety lessoned and that helped with a lot of things. But my health isn’t the best. It turns out i had polyps that grew back in my sinuses even after my surgery and i developed an allergy to aspirin, so not really sure if that surgery helped at all. Also in the spring semester i made a lot of new friends in my engineering fraternity and became even closer to the friends i already had. :) 

After the spring semester I had a month off before the summer session. I only got one day to visit my grandma before she passed away. She was one of my closest friends and she was always like a second mother to me growing up. I will miss her soo much, but continue to live life in her honor. After spending time with family for a week or so I traveled to Texas to visit a guy who i became very close friends with towards the end of the school year. I went with some other guy friends to visit him. I must really like and care about this guy if i drove my car 8 hours to visit him and I can say that i do in fact care for him. He makes me incredibly happy and i am truly blessed to have him in my life. :)

well there is my update. i need to start blogging more. haha :)